A flashback from the past...^^

Coming from the past and going to the place that I am today really helped me in dealing with the events in my life right now. My past was exciting yet I consider it to be one of the saddest days of my life. Wanna know my personality from the past?....Well, I'm a silent type of person, still the same of today but a little bit vocal...slightly vocal...hehehe..=)..Many friends of mine would really tell me that I easily wear a smile in my face and that's what really amazed them because even at the most tough moment, there still I have it. They would also tell me that they really loved to see me when they're sad because it somehow brightens their day and that really brought me some thoughts of great happiness..^^.. They would always tell me that it seems I am the type of person who has no problems.Hearing those words from them really uplift my spirit and somehow reminds me that you are worthy to be here and in your own little ways you can make a difference. My life goes good..smoothly ..right to the track where it should be but..there's a BIG BUT!..along the way..almost there.. something really happened that really changed my life..everything really changed..I changed..my environment changed as well as the people that surrounds me really changed..At that point somehow my world stops and it give me time to breathe in and reflect for some time..That was the beginning..was just a beginning of becoming THE NEW ME...^^